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Nov. 6th, 2014 07:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
demakatInterestingly I am not dead of socialization. Though it was a real worry.
My friend's son and husband got sick with strep throat at the start of the week, so I've been coming home every day. Yesterday was rough as hell though emotionally. I suddenly didn't want to be at work and I wished I was somewhere I could cry about things that certainly don't seem as important and worth crying over now. It got bad enough where I had to apologize to some coworkers because I flipped out at them and then started crying at work. Messy and tried making.
Today was better, but everything still feels slightly overwhelming.
I have letters that I need to write and I keep not being able to. Everyone's birthday is coming up. I didn't even get to wrap my dad's present before I gave it to him, and my sister's card didn't fit in the envelope that came with it. Which is a specific illustration of slightly overwhelming. This should be absurd, and I realize it is, but I also feel kind of like a failure and very tired.
Looks like I get to spend lunch wandering around outside in an attempt to not implode from lack of sun.
My friend's son and husband got sick with strep throat at the start of the week, so I've been coming home every day. Yesterday was rough as hell though emotionally. I suddenly didn't want to be at work and I wished I was somewhere I could cry about things that certainly don't seem as important and worth crying over now. It got bad enough where I had to apologize to some coworkers because I flipped out at them and then started crying at work. Messy and tried making.
Today was better, but everything still feels slightly overwhelming.
I have letters that I need to write and I keep not being able to. Everyone's birthday is coming up. I didn't even get to wrap my dad's present before I gave it to him, and my sister's card didn't fit in the envelope that came with it. Which is a specific illustration of slightly overwhelming. This should be absurd, and I realize it is, but I also feel kind of like a failure and very tired.
Looks like I get to spend lunch wandering around outside in an attempt to not implode from lack of sun.
