Because I can.
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demakatI kind of fail at tumblr because I don't much like the lack of a good comment system. So when it comes to these pick a number and I'll answer it! sort of things no one ever picks a number. But really for the good lists, I just want to talk about myself. Guess what.... that's what I do here!
I know I'm so smart. And such a yammering idiot sometimes...
1) Sexuality?
I have disappointed at least two lesbians that I know of. I just don't really adhere to gender things when I don't see the point. Sometimes I joke with friends that I'm like a gay guy in a woman's body, but this isn't really true. I don't really want to be outwardly male, so that isn't fair to say. If someone made a dress that didn't look terrible on me AND was comfortable I would wear it. Hell, give me 3 and I'd wear only that. Seriously, pants. not a giant fan. Dress doesn't care how big my butt is (it does, I've seen terrible things, but it doesn't not fit +or- 5lbs). I find people attractive, but I find women sexy far less often than I feel super attracted to men. Frankly, that I feel attracted to anyone at all is a serious victory for me because I had a period of time where I didn't even care about that, and I remember having cared before. That was probably a depression type thing...
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Well this is a boring one. I seriously don't know.
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
There is no lines, it's a drawing of signs on poles in chicago. "Cash for your house" "One way" "CTA bus stop 50 Damen"
Burn Collector Fourteen - by uh...it doesn't say.
4) What do you think about most?
Putting characters of my own into stories I've been reading where they are just way over powered and totally "win".
5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
"I have enough trouble as it is" thankfully this has nothing to do with me.
6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
No clothes. I have had past issues with getting tangled in things and waking up in a panic when I can't move freely. I sleep in clothes when I'm staying with friends because that might get weird (good?) fast. Or something.
7) What's your strangest talent?
The ability to do nothing. To be alone with myself for a very long time. I don't even need the internet, just my own mind.
8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
My brain just made the sentences. Girls. Boys. wow fancy.
9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
Not that I know of.
10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
Air drums. probably last week. I don't think I've ever played air guitar...
11) Do you have any strange phobias?
No? I don't think so. I'm not particularly afraid of spiders. I like them and let them live in my room and on my car. I don't really want them crawling on me, but I don't mind them.
12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
Pencil. Maybe a straw(s).
13) What's your religion?
I don't have one. I didn't grow up with one. The closest would have to be stuff from native american plains people. But I don't really ever consider that when doing anything. I don't pray. I don't get offended if other people have a religion, that's up to them, and I don't mind people talking about it. If it's part of their life people tend to talk about it. I think religious beliefs are fascinating from a sociology standpoint.
14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Walking? If I'm hanging out outside I will usually be in a hammock. So the other option is napping. Or sitting I guess, if coffee shop patios count.
15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
I guess in front of it? I don't do well with pictures, usually too busy soaking in the moment for review later. If I'm taking pictures of it I becomes detached. The pictures are usually good, but I don't care as much about them.
16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
The Dandy Warhols. maybe? I don't really know. I just like listening to music
17) What was the last lie you told?
I just texted someone that I was going to play pokemon. Obviously I am doing this instead right now. Pokemon will be when I'm done.
18) Do you believe in karma?
Not really. If it is a thing, bad things don't happen to mean/rude/terrible people often enough for it to be working very well at all.
19) What does your URL mean?
oh this is for tumblr. It's the same as here. Demakat. People say it as Dem-ah-cat. But I say it as Deem-ah-cat. I was googling name meanings and Dema means calm in some language, or the name means calm. Kat is just...a thing. Because it wasn't taken and continues not to be generally.
20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
weakness: reacting correctly to other humans according to current social norms coupled with how well I know the person. Strength: "talking people down" when they're overwhelmed with stuff. and/OR Problem solving.
21) Who is your celebrity crush?
uh none? I generally have to have interacted with the person to crush on them. I am enjoying tom hiddleston's antics, but it's more amusement.
22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
No. I am sad about this! The only person I know with a pool, it's at her parent's house and her mom would probably be upset. And even though we're all nearly 30 she still checks up on everyone.
23) How do you vent your anger?
I complain. I talk about wanting to maim people. I consider hitting stuff and then remember how I don't want to have to fix it later.
24) Do you have a collection of anything?
Yarn. It's a collection. I am drowning in yarn. Cleaning has pointed out that it's been breeding in my room while I wasn't looking. someone send help.
25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
video chat. demakat on there too. ...I think. Uh ask and I can find out I guess. I dislike talking on a telephone. Texting is generally preferred.
26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
YES! Though I am disappointed that who I am doesn't really lend itself to attracting males more often. Apparently people can find me scary...
27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
Hate?:Noises that don't sound terrible to people making them. Whistles, like actual whistles not whistling. Love: Other things breathing. People, babies, cats, dogs. Sighing contentedly or like right after they've settled down and sign about it.
28) What's your biggest "what if"?
"What if I'm just suppose to be alone forever", and I should just give up and get use to the idea so I don't end-up super crushed about it when I'm older?
29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
My dad believes in ghosts. It seems to be simply in a lingering spirit way. I can not discount him because I have seen things as well. Sometimes it just seems like images from the past. I pay this about as much mind as I do to god. It is pretty unimportant to me personally. Best case for people who believe, I am merely a carrier, the skipped generation like my grandpa.
"Aliens" are merely a statistical fact.
30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
right: nothing. Left: if I fudge it a bit my water.
31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
Peanut butter and chocolate.
32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
Most dangerous? I accidentally drove through the southside of chicago. Nothing like NO cars, groups of people staring at me and bars on all the windows to make you feel super safe. Thankfully I did not have the red car I have now. Being a white girl didn't draw enough attention...
33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?
uh east. NYC and nova scotia.
34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
Fail. I don't know what most of them look like.
35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
Not sure, just watching it happen.
36) Define Art.
I made it. With my feels/opinions/love/hate/abandon.
37) Do you believe in luck?
Not really. Maybe I'm not lucky then.
38) What's the weather like right now?
maybe windy. Had a few tornados touch down about 2 hours from here earlier in the day. I stated earlier that Midwest weather isn't scary until everything suddenly stops. That's because it is the calm before doom. so much doom.
39) What time is it?
8:39pm
40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
I drive. I have bumped other cars while parking, never crashed badly into something. It will probably happen tomorrow now that I've said that.
41) What was the last book you read?
The Hobbit! It was good, if a but complicated and simple at the same time. So maybe I will like LOTR. Bought an all in one paperback of it at the used bookstore but then holidays at work and apparently I have friends now.
42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
Yes, just not diesel
43) Do you have any nicknames?
My sister calls me Steve when she wants to get my attention. Stevie is kind of unique enough for a woman as it is, so I don't think people feel the need to.
44) What was the last movie you saw?
Watched - legally blond. It makes me feel less...weepy when I'm feeling bad about myself. Last movie in the theater was Pacific Rim (twice because damn! es goood)
45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
sprained my ankle when I was 5/6.
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
I had one land on me randomly.
47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
No. I got way over excited for getting tickets to the christmas carol that I just bought tickets without seeing when people could come. Asked random people from work to come with for the extra ticket. Now or never is a scary thing...
48) What's your sexual orientation?
Straight ----*--Bi------- Gay *Didn't we cover this with the first question. I covered this in the first question.
49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
No? I never found out at the very least. Or I forgot.
50) Do you believe in magic?
I call things magic. If someone told me there is magic and then did something like avatar water bending style I would be disappointingly meh about it.
51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
no. that takes a LOT of energy and effort.
52) What is your astrological sign?
Aries.
53) Do you save money or spend it?
Both lately? usually spend it though, sadly.
54) What's the last thing you purchased?
POKEMON! and these really awesome fleece pants I'm wearing.
55) Love or lust?
Love I guess. I don't really understand this question.
56) In a relationship?
HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. see number 28
57) How many relationships have you had?
Like 1? Internet dating style. Basically my lack of practice at crossing over the friend line keeps this from happening. I tend to be a flirting fail as well. Woo me with information, I am just that romantic.
58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
no.
59) Where were you yesterday?
work.
60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Yes! This rather large playground ball I'm going to give to our great dane tomorrow.
61) Are you wearing socks right now?
No they got stuck in my shoes when I took them off because they're too big.
62) What's your favorite animal?
North American Badgers
63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
See the first part of 56. Basically I don't even understand how I have friends. Humans are strange creatures.
64) Where is your best friend?
Probably at home, hopefully enjoying the silence of her sleeping babything.
65) Spit or swallow?(;
No idea. I'll let you know if I ever get to that point with anyone.
66) What is your heritage?
Polish, Bohemian. Then little bits of german, native american, and a mishmash of other european countries.
67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
sleeping! I enjoy sleeping.
68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
Jones.
69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
Yes? I feel like I'm missing something here...
70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
Yes. Isn't that how most people act, even if they don't realize it. They do as they would do for themselves unless given directive from the other person.
71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
Save the dog, bring it to the office with you. Rukus! Plus might as well if the boss is going to fire you. Yes I will be using the employee bathroom hand driers to help this dog, you're all welcome.
72) You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
a)Yeah I would probably tell some people. b)try to make sure that my finances are in order as best as possible, like selling my car and things. My parents would have to take on my private loans, government loans do not need to be paid back if the student dies. which is nice... Then I would go where I want to go for the rest of the time, as much as I am able c)No. I don't think so.
73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
Love. I don't really trust people much anyhow. I think what I'm getting in life is the opposite though. Kind of disappointed.
74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
Heart it races - dr. dog
75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
1985
76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
I don't really know. The only thing I know I can bring to the table for sure is devotion. I want to be with someone so I can have a person. This is my person and I love them no matter what.
77) How can I win your heart?
Being bolder than I indicate you should be (Understandably this has not happened because it's dangerous for the heart). Trying at all, long enough so I realize it I am kind of dense.
78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
Maybe. It's kind of channeled chaos as it is.
79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
Taking the job on the north side of the city. I've done many things and met people I never would have if I had stayed working in the suburbs.
80) What size shoes do you wear?
9.5-10 womens, but a men's 8.5 is usually spot on right size
81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
"Words"
82) What is your favorite word?
Things, stuff, words
83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
It's an animated hearts shape growing and "poping" 1 2 3 with a bloop bloop bloop. Like fish bubble.
84) What is a saying you say a lot?
"I made words out of my face about it"
85) What's the last song you listened to?
I don't remember.
86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
green, gray, black, red.
87) What is your current desktop picture?
an alligator with two baby alligators riding on her head :3
88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
I don't know if I hate anyone like that. Also history suggests that killing a single person at the head of terrible things doesn't necessarily knock out the whole thing.
89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
I have more I'm afraid to ask and learn the answer to. I'll answer anything to the best of my ability if only people ask.
90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
Give them all weird looks, collect my blankets and go sleep on the couch. Deal with it in the morning.
91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
Fire and Ice/water manipulation. I can have both! because I say so.
92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
Lets just keep going forward.
93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
I don't think that's happened yet.
94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
No one? Unless I knew them personally, I don't really care about celebrities
95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
If I get to stay through the winter I'd say scotland. I will also choose a 3 day layover in nova scotia because I said so. Jet.set.
96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
I have one I wish was in jail so he would stop leeching off of my grandma...
97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
No.
98) Ever been on a plane?
Yes lots apparently
99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
Hi.
I know I'm so smart. And such a yammering idiot sometimes...
1) Sexuality?
I have disappointed at least two lesbians that I know of. I just don't really adhere to gender things when I don't see the point. Sometimes I joke with friends that I'm like a gay guy in a woman's body, but this isn't really true. I don't really want to be outwardly male, so that isn't fair to say. If someone made a dress that didn't look terrible on me AND was comfortable I would wear it. Hell, give me 3 and I'd wear only that. Seriously, pants. not a giant fan. Dress doesn't care how big my butt is (it does, I've seen terrible things, but it doesn't not fit +or- 5lbs). I find people attractive, but I find women sexy far less often than I feel super attracted to men. Frankly, that I feel attracted to anyone at all is a serious victory for me because I had a period of time where I didn't even care about that, and I remember having cared before. That was probably a depression type thing...
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Well this is a boring one. I seriously don't know.
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
There is no lines, it's a drawing of signs on poles in chicago. "Cash for your house" "One way" "CTA bus stop 50 Damen"
Burn Collector Fourteen - by uh...it doesn't say.
4) What do you think about most?
Putting characters of my own into stories I've been reading where they are just way over powered and totally "win".
5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
"I have enough trouble as it is" thankfully this has nothing to do with me.
6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
No clothes. I have had past issues with getting tangled in things and waking up in a panic when I can't move freely. I sleep in clothes when I'm staying with friends because that might get weird (good?) fast. Or something.
7) What's your strangest talent?
The ability to do nothing. To be alone with myself for a very long time. I don't even need the internet, just my own mind.
8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
My brain just made the sentences. Girls. Boys. wow fancy.
9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
Not that I know of.
10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
Air drums. probably last week. I don't think I've ever played air guitar...
11) Do you have any strange phobias?
No? I don't think so. I'm not particularly afraid of spiders. I like them and let them live in my room and on my car. I don't really want them crawling on me, but I don't mind them.
12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
Pencil. Maybe a straw(s).
13) What's your religion?
I don't have one. I didn't grow up with one. The closest would have to be stuff from native american plains people. But I don't really ever consider that when doing anything. I don't pray. I don't get offended if other people have a religion, that's up to them, and I don't mind people talking about it. If it's part of their life people tend to talk about it. I think religious beliefs are fascinating from a sociology standpoint.
14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Walking? If I'm hanging out outside I will usually be in a hammock. So the other option is napping. Or sitting I guess, if coffee shop patios count.
15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
I guess in front of it? I don't do well with pictures, usually too busy soaking in the moment for review later. If I'm taking pictures of it I becomes detached. The pictures are usually good, but I don't care as much about them.
16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
The Dandy Warhols. maybe? I don't really know. I just like listening to music
17) What was the last lie you told?
I just texted someone that I was going to play pokemon. Obviously I am doing this instead right now. Pokemon will be when I'm done.
18) Do you believe in karma?
Not really. If it is a thing, bad things don't happen to mean/rude/terrible people often enough for it to be working very well at all.
19) What does your URL mean?
oh this is for tumblr. It's the same as here. Demakat. People say it as Dem-ah-cat. But I say it as Deem-ah-cat. I was googling name meanings and Dema means calm in some language, or the name means calm. Kat is just...a thing. Because it wasn't taken and continues not to be generally.
20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
weakness: reacting correctly to other humans according to current social norms coupled with how well I know the person. Strength: "talking people down" when they're overwhelmed with stuff. and/OR Problem solving.
21) Who is your celebrity crush?
uh none? I generally have to have interacted with the person to crush on them. I am enjoying tom hiddleston's antics, but it's more amusement.
22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
No. I am sad about this! The only person I know with a pool, it's at her parent's house and her mom would probably be upset. And even though we're all nearly 30 she still checks up on everyone.
23) How do you vent your anger?
I complain. I talk about wanting to maim people. I consider hitting stuff and then remember how I don't want to have to fix it later.
24) Do you have a collection of anything?
Yarn. It's a collection. I am drowning in yarn. Cleaning has pointed out that it's been breeding in my room while I wasn't looking. someone send help.
25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
video chat. demakat on there too. ...I think. Uh ask and I can find out I guess. I dislike talking on a telephone. Texting is generally preferred.
26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
YES! Though I am disappointed that who I am doesn't really lend itself to attracting males more often. Apparently people can find me scary...
27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
Hate?:Noises that don't sound terrible to people making them. Whistles, like actual whistles not whistling. Love: Other things breathing. People, babies, cats, dogs. Sighing contentedly or like right after they've settled down and sign about it.
28) What's your biggest "what if"?
"What if I'm just suppose to be alone forever", and I should just give up and get use to the idea so I don't end-up super crushed about it when I'm older?
29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
My dad believes in ghosts. It seems to be simply in a lingering spirit way. I can not discount him because I have seen things as well. Sometimes it just seems like images from the past. I pay this about as much mind as I do to god. It is pretty unimportant to me personally. Best case for people who believe, I am merely a carrier, the skipped generation like my grandpa.
"Aliens" are merely a statistical fact.
30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
right: nothing. Left: if I fudge it a bit my water.
31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
Peanut butter and chocolate.
32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
Most dangerous? I accidentally drove through the southside of chicago. Nothing like NO cars, groups of people staring at me and bars on all the windows to make you feel super safe. Thankfully I did not have the red car I have now. Being a white girl didn't draw enough attention...
33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?
uh east. NYC and nova scotia.
34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
Fail. I don't know what most of them look like.
35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
Not sure, just watching it happen.
36) Define Art.
I made it. With my feels/opinions/love/hate/abandon.
37) Do you believe in luck?
Not really. Maybe I'm not lucky then.
38) What's the weather like right now?
maybe windy. Had a few tornados touch down about 2 hours from here earlier in the day. I stated earlier that Midwest weather isn't scary until everything suddenly stops. That's because it is the calm before doom. so much doom.
39) What time is it?
8:39pm
40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
I drive. I have bumped other cars while parking, never crashed badly into something. It will probably happen tomorrow now that I've said that.
41) What was the last book you read?
The Hobbit! It was good, if a but complicated and simple at the same time. So maybe I will like LOTR. Bought an all in one paperback of it at the used bookstore but then holidays at work and apparently I have friends now.
42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
Yes, just not diesel
43) Do you have any nicknames?
My sister calls me Steve when she wants to get my attention. Stevie is kind of unique enough for a woman as it is, so I don't think people feel the need to.
44) What was the last movie you saw?
Watched - legally blond. It makes me feel less...weepy when I'm feeling bad about myself. Last movie in the theater was Pacific Rim (twice because damn! es goood)
45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
sprained my ankle when I was 5/6.
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
I had one land on me randomly.
47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
No. I got way over excited for getting tickets to the christmas carol that I just bought tickets without seeing when people could come. Asked random people from work to come with for the extra ticket. Now or never is a scary thing...
48) What's your sexual orientation?
Straight ----*--Bi------- Gay *Didn't we cover this with the first question. I covered this in the first question.
49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
No? I never found out at the very least. Or I forgot.
50) Do you believe in magic?
I call things magic. If someone told me there is magic and then did something like avatar water bending style I would be disappointingly meh about it.
51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
no. that takes a LOT of energy and effort.
52) What is your astrological sign?
Aries.
53) Do you save money or spend it?
Both lately? usually spend it though, sadly.
54) What's the last thing you purchased?
POKEMON! and these really awesome fleece pants I'm wearing.
55) Love or lust?
Love I guess. I don't really understand this question.
56) In a relationship?
HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. see number 28
57) How many relationships have you had?
Like 1? Internet dating style. Basically my lack of practice at crossing over the friend line keeps this from happening. I tend to be a flirting fail as well. Woo me with information, I am just that romantic.
58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
no.
59) Where were you yesterday?
work.
60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Yes! This rather large playground ball I'm going to give to our great dane tomorrow.
61) Are you wearing socks right now?
No they got stuck in my shoes when I took them off because they're too big.
62) What's your favorite animal?
North American Badgers
63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
See the first part of 56. Basically I don't even understand how I have friends. Humans are strange creatures.
64) Where is your best friend?
Probably at home, hopefully enjoying the silence of her sleeping babything.
65) Spit or swallow?(;
No idea. I'll let you know if I ever get to that point with anyone.
66) What is your heritage?
Polish, Bohemian. Then little bits of german, native american, and a mishmash of other european countries.
67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
sleeping! I enjoy sleeping.
68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
Jones.
69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
Yes? I feel like I'm missing something here...
70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
Yes. Isn't that how most people act, even if they don't realize it. They do as they would do for themselves unless given directive from the other person.
71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
Save the dog, bring it to the office with you. Rukus! Plus might as well if the boss is going to fire you. Yes I will be using the employee bathroom hand driers to help this dog, you're all welcome.
72) You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
a)Yeah I would probably tell some people. b)try to make sure that my finances are in order as best as possible, like selling my car and things. My parents would have to take on my private loans, government loans do not need to be paid back if the student dies. which is nice... Then I would go where I want to go for the rest of the time, as much as I am able c)No. I don't think so.
73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
Love. I don't really trust people much anyhow. I think what I'm getting in life is the opposite though. Kind of disappointed.
74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
Heart it races - dr. dog
75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
1985
76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
I don't really know. The only thing I know I can bring to the table for sure is devotion. I want to be with someone so I can have a person. This is my person and I love them no matter what.
77) How can I win your heart?
Being bolder than I indicate you should be (Understandably this has not happened because it's dangerous for the heart). Trying at all, long enough so I realize it I am kind of dense.
78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
Maybe. It's kind of channeled chaos as it is.
79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
Taking the job on the north side of the city. I've done many things and met people I never would have if I had stayed working in the suburbs.
80) What size shoes do you wear?
9.5-10 womens, but a men's 8.5 is usually spot on right size
81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
"Words"
82) What is your favorite word?
Things, stuff, words
83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
It's an animated hearts shape growing and "poping" 1 2 3 with a bloop bloop bloop. Like fish bubble.
84) What is a saying you say a lot?
"I made words out of my face about it"
85) What's the last song you listened to?
I don't remember.
86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
green, gray, black, red.
87) What is your current desktop picture?
an alligator with two baby alligators riding on her head :3
88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
I don't know if I hate anyone like that. Also history suggests that killing a single person at the head of terrible things doesn't necessarily knock out the whole thing.
89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
I have more I'm afraid to ask and learn the answer to. I'll answer anything to the best of my ability if only people ask.
90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
Give them all weird looks, collect my blankets and go sleep on the couch. Deal with it in the morning.
91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
Fire and Ice/water manipulation. I can have both! because I say so.
92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
Lets just keep going forward.
93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
I don't think that's happened yet.
94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
No one? Unless I knew them personally, I don't really care about celebrities
95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
If I get to stay through the winter I'd say scotland. I will also choose a 3 day layover in nova scotia because I said so. Jet.set.
96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
I have one I wish was in jail so he would stop leeching off of my grandma...
97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
No.
98) Ever been on a plane?
Yes lots apparently
99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
Hi.
