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Jul. 27th, 2013 07:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
demakatIt's okay that I'm not going to down to see my grandma and uncle right? I blame drunken uncle syndrom. I don't really want to deal with that right now.
I feel like everyone wants something from me lately. My mom needs me to help make her postcard for her outdoor studio show, and I'm going into work on my day off to help people learn stuff. I'm working two people's jobs AND training 1/3 of the store how to make their own signs. It will free me up considerably, once the system is actually operational that is.
On top of this Monday I have a pre-screening for being the signmaker at the new store opening up on the far northside. Everyone is all confident that I will get it, that I have all of these ins. All I know is that I'm working really hard, I'm really tired of working 6 days a week and now I have to prepare to have people decide if they like me or not. That's all the interview seems to be now, do I click with the people in the room. The answer is usually no. I click with hardly anyone.
The guy I've been texting with is camping this weekend. I'm a little surprised I don't miss it. I miss him, but with everything that happened today I don't know how productive I would have been if I was also trying to be sassy. It's weird to miss someone I hardly ever see.
I also keep flipping out and then also happen to be texting him at the same time. I think sometimes...maybe all the time, it takes him by surprise. Yet we keep going. I don't understand. I don't even know if I'm going forwards or not anymore.
Sometimes it feels like I can't even relax anymore. Going to try anyhow. The scecret of kells and knitting.
I feel like everyone wants something from me lately. My mom needs me to help make her postcard for her outdoor studio show, and I'm going into work on my day off to help people learn stuff. I'm working two people's jobs AND training 1/3 of the store how to make their own signs. It will free me up considerably, once the system is actually operational that is.
On top of this Monday I have a pre-screening for being the signmaker at the new store opening up on the far northside. Everyone is all confident that I will get it, that I have all of these ins. All I know is that I'm working really hard, I'm really tired of working 6 days a week and now I have to prepare to have people decide if they like me or not. That's all the interview seems to be now, do I click with the people in the room. The answer is usually no. I click with hardly anyone.
The guy I've been texting with is camping this weekend. I'm a little surprised I don't miss it. I miss him, but with everything that happened today I don't know how productive I would have been if I was also trying to be sassy. It's weird to miss someone I hardly ever see.
I also keep flipping out and then also happen to be texting him at the same time. I think sometimes...maybe all the time, it takes him by surprise. Yet we keep going. I don't understand. I don't even know if I'm going forwards or not anymore.
Sometimes it feels like I can't even relax anymore. Going to try anyhow. The scecret of kells and knitting.
