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demakatMy mom was gone for a week from the house. It didn't pile up with dishes, we remembered to feed the dogs, fish and cat, but forgot the little parakeet. As a result he escaped three times, but was found safe in the gaze of a cat yet too out of reach for her to hope. Cats are resilient though, she still believes it will one day be possible. The bird got fed and no longer wishes to be free from his cage, thankfully I didn't actually clip his wings when I was considering it.
I've since had a lecture about how we all use the bathroom up stairs and how we could all pitch in and clean it. Every time this happens I can not wait to move out of this house and prove to them that my sisters make a nasty mess of the bathroom without any help from me.
I also got informed my sewing machine, that got borrowed for the week long workshop she was conducting, does not work anymore. Thanks. I'm to see if my dad can fix it, but I kind of don't even care.
Cut my hair weird and now I have what are essentially curly bangs. The hair is long enough to reach past my chin, but curled up ...bangs. So I get to exist in a ponytail for the next forever. I really just want to cut it all off again, but I don't like looking like a dandelion. Plus all the weight I've lost was mostly in my middle, so now I have roundy bum to go with roundy hair and that's still a bad combo.
Got a plane ticket back here from colorado for 50$. I'm driving out there with my friend in her car because she is moving to be with her boyfriend who also just moved out there. Ideally I'll have shoes I can jog in before then. I want to try this weird jogging shit. Mostly because lately I've had to run across streets (yay j-walking) for some reason or another, and normally I would end up super winded on the other side. But this last few times I haven't. I'm wondering what it will do for my aggression. There is a lady at work with a similar personality to me and she says she likes running because it makes her feel more happy and less aggressive. It's a less jail worthy solution than what I normally WANT to do, maim random people.
I watched this video called This is Water, uh look it up, it's good. BUT I already conduct life in this manner. I just don't express it often because people enjoy communal complaining so much more than the 'wet blanket' of complaints -the zen hippy dippy lady- Just come on over and exist with me, we'll sit in my lawn and consider trees for an hour or two. Then we'll move to the back yard and enjoy afternoon sun and some tea. Someone needs to pay me to life how I want to, but I haven't found anyone willing to take up the position yet.
I've since had a lecture about how we all use the bathroom up stairs and how we could all pitch in and clean it. Every time this happens I can not wait to move out of this house and prove to them that my sisters make a nasty mess of the bathroom without any help from me.
I also got informed my sewing machine, that got borrowed for the week long workshop she was conducting, does not work anymore. Thanks. I'm to see if my dad can fix it, but I kind of don't even care.
Cut my hair weird and now I have what are essentially curly bangs. The hair is long enough to reach past my chin, but curled up ...bangs. So I get to exist in a ponytail for the next forever. I really just want to cut it all off again, but I don't like looking like a dandelion. Plus all the weight I've lost was mostly in my middle, so now I have roundy bum to go with roundy hair and that's still a bad combo.
Got a plane ticket back here from colorado for 50$. I'm driving out there with my friend in her car because she is moving to be with her boyfriend who also just moved out there. Ideally I'll have shoes I can jog in before then. I want to try this weird jogging shit. Mostly because lately I've had to run across streets (yay j-walking) for some reason or another, and normally I would end up super winded on the other side. But this last few times I haven't. I'm wondering what it will do for my aggression. There is a lady at work with a similar personality to me and she says she likes running because it makes her feel more happy and less aggressive. It's a less jail worthy solution than what I normally WANT to do, maim random people.
I watched this video called This is Water, uh look it up, it's good. BUT I already conduct life in this manner. I just don't express it often because people enjoy communal complaining so much more than the 'wet blanket' of complaints -the zen hippy dippy lady- Just come on over and exist with me, we'll sit in my lawn and consider trees for an hour or two. Then we'll move to the back yard and enjoy afternoon sun and some tea. Someone needs to pay me to life how I want to, but I haven't found anyone willing to take up the position yet.
