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my face! *melts*

I'm not as bad as last time I had allergy face, but it's also not really going anywhere. Last time I THOUGHT it was coconut milk (like the kind in a can) or the coconut oil I had been using in stuff because that was the only weird thing I had eaten. But this time...no idea. There is a yogurt that is dairy, soy and gluten free that I was having, made of almond milk. But I can't remember if I had one before the last facesplosion or not. If that was really what caused it I should be worse this time because I had two withing a few days of each other.

I don't really think it's outdoor allergies because I don't get worse when I go outside and I haven't had windows open because lately it's gotten to 40 at a high. Haven't been particularly rolling my face in the cat or dogs, not like that usually matters, but whatever.

SO! I find it possible that my body is reacting super poorly to refined sugar. I had a ton of cookies from work before they improved them with butter...so I can't eat them now. Then I was also making peanut butter cups like three days in a row, and uh cake or something? Mostly it was a lot of things sweetened with sugar when I don't normally eat it, or if I do not that much of it by FAR. And if this theory proves true, its also why I'm not getting way worse than last time. I've stopped eating things with sugar unless it's whole fruit. Doesn't help that I've been feeling super tired. Normally my body would be all SUGAR! but instead I just take a nap.

I am told this is why you keep a food journal. I have tried, but there is never enough long term data. I forget after a while, plus I feel like an idiot and I already have issues with feeling judged when logically I'm sure no one even notices what I'm doing.

From logics to waaaa I don't want to.

I feel like I'm wilting and I want to eat cake. Or cookies again. I'm just afraid that my body might be reacting to ALL sugary things, even the fruit, and even if I bake my own damn cookies made with honey I'll still have a reaction. Oh and it could also be from chocolate...like cocoa. I don't want this to be the case, but its so hard to tell because almost anything I have with cocoa also has refined sugar.

adventure!


uh finished my case thing for my ds. Finally able to clean up crap on my desk from that. I will take a picture later. I don't...hate it. Maybe my excitement wore off, or my brain is just too full of gross.

maybe I'll go take a walk and get some oil to bake things with, and then stop at coffee on my way around the area and be one of those people that loiters or something. Of course it's always kind of hard because the people who work at the coffee place I like, also spend all their free time there. Kind of annoying cause I do not appreciate all of them as decent people. Mostly cause I'm old and think they're a giant sack of useless.

If anyone wants to somehow get me one of those clear guitars from the new daft punk ad thingy...I would sleep with it. It would be my love. I would somehow figure out how to play guitar.

okay I think that's all from lately.

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