wordsy words
Mar. 25th, 2013 03:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
demakatI'm all full of words lately, about my day and things I don't like. There is probably a pattern I can't really see.
I thought about asking for a dog for my birthday but I still feel it would be kind of irresponsible of me because I work so far away and I can't bring the dog with me to work. I feel like my family would somehow manage to make it happen if I told them, I'm not sure why I feel like this though. So I just haven't really said anything. There are just so many things I can't do yet in life because of time or money. Time I can wait for, but money is pretty stupid and I wish I didn't need it for nearly everything.
I just got told that my dad's boss flipped out at work and sent everyone home early (there are like 5-7 guys total in the whole company) because he was closing the business. He said he was going to show up again tomorrow until someone tells him that he is actually fired. My dad's bosses (2 of those 5-7 people, yay insanity) have been like going off the deep end life wise and financially for the last many years. Like divorce and gambling and all sorts of crap, and one of them isn't a nice person at all. I don't really feel afraid that my dad will lose his job because I know that we would manage somehow, even if it means canceling everything for a long while. Plus it will eventually get warm and we do not need air conditioning, we didn't have any at all until I was 10+ so I remember being told to go outside and play and it being over 100 degrees out. I just feel bad for my dad because he has basically put his life into this company that hasn't really given him much in return, especially lately, and he has wanted to quit really really badly on many occasions but it would effect everyone in the house so he doesn't.
The sweater thing I'm making might not really fit me and I'm kind of sad about it. I already feel like a giant ugly thing because its my week-ish to feel terrible...but this doesn't help.
I thought about asking for a dog for my birthday but I still feel it would be kind of irresponsible of me because I work so far away and I can't bring the dog with me to work. I feel like my family would somehow manage to make it happen if I told them, I'm not sure why I feel like this though. So I just haven't really said anything. There are just so many things I can't do yet in life because of time or money. Time I can wait for, but money is pretty stupid and I wish I didn't need it for nearly everything.
I just got told that my dad's boss flipped out at work and sent everyone home early (there are like 5-7 guys total in the whole company) because he was closing the business. He said he was going to show up again tomorrow until someone tells him that he is actually fired. My dad's bosses (2 of those 5-7 people, yay insanity) have been like going off the deep end life wise and financially for the last many years. Like divorce and gambling and all sorts of crap, and one of them isn't a nice person at all. I don't really feel afraid that my dad will lose his job because I know that we would manage somehow, even if it means canceling everything for a long while. Plus it will eventually get warm and we do not need air conditioning, we didn't have any at all until I was 10+ so I remember being told to go outside and play and it being over 100 degrees out. I just feel bad for my dad because he has basically put his life into this company that hasn't really given him much in return, especially lately, and he has wanted to quit really really badly on many occasions but it would effect everyone in the house so he doesn't.
The sweater thing I'm making might not really fit me and I'm kind of sad about it. I already feel like a giant ugly thing because its my week-ish to feel terrible...but this doesn't help.
