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Well now I'm wondering if I've been googled. I don't feel like being embarrassed by googling myself and seeing what comes up. It would be like when I watch shows with teens and the teens are painfully awkward, and everyone else thinks it awesome/terrible but I just feel SUPER embarrassed for them and keep hoping they go lock themselves in their room for the next 4 years. It worked for me!

You come out more than a little socially inept... but everyone thinks you're a computer god. Or an asshat know it all. I haven't figured out what one I am yet, maybe the sorting hat will figure it all out.

so...in a round about way the above is me telling everyone that my face is still full of squirrels (aka unsneezed sneezes) and I want to rip my nose off. It also seems to be effecting my brain. Really its just diminishing my inhibitions? I really have no issues being friendly, and things. I INTERACTED WITH PEOPLE TODAY! it was a time. brain worms. braaaaaain woooooorms

I need to down like two more things of water, maybe three if I stay up longer. Then tomorrow I am either moving all the books to the used book store OR restarting my pokemon pearl. I need to decide if I'm going to use some of my tax return to buy myself a new DS. I will get basically nothing as a trade in for my original one, but it seems kind of dumb to have all my systems I don't really use floating around my room. Really I should work on knitting things for babies that are coming. slow down with the babies damn it!

Maybe that will happen now and I'll watch the end of miss marple. or knit while my friend tells me about how her husband is trying to die from a fever because he won't drink water or take meds or anything. "what has he taken?" "nothing, cause he's being a boy and having a man cold"

also if I do end up googled
the actual combo should be granny smith apples coated in caramel and then rolled in bacon bits and then coated in chocolate. Served as slices of delicious.
I wouldn't be able to eat it cause caramel, but it would taste amazing.

speaking of amazing that is the other thing I did today. apples and bacon for lunch. saturdays at work are always good even when some parts are shitty.

you don't read this, but sorry I'm such a poop dave. I should have finished boards and shits but face squirrels were running my brain. also I'm kind of an asshole sometimes. also you need to speak up and say something when things bother you. I'm practicing! I told you I felt judged, even if we made a joke about it, I said something. also also...maybe just deal with my funky writing, it will be okay. I am just too full of sass for it to ever be anything else. even if I die alone laughing in the desert.

[yet another post where I would like to know who actually NEEDS to take mind altering drugs? I'm doing this shit 100% SOBER. But maybe this is all really just poetry of the mind spew style and I like how words word together...but now they've run out. good night.]

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