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demakatI have been consulting everything lately, and finally sad down with tarot cards about it. I'm to conduct myself with imprudence. I had to look that up to see what the real definition was and a synonym is rashness. It makes me want to have the courage to do things like run up to the person and tell them I like them...then probably freak out and run away and hide in the bathroom.
I think the main thing that messes with me is that, I don't hide well how I feel about things to people who interact with me regularly. YET if someone doesn't interact with me regularly I guess I seem incredibly aloof or naive even? I also feel like other people are feeling things that they aren't telling me... I get sad or annoyed later because I wish people would just say what it was. I want to not feel weird around people and it bothers me when something weird is going on between me and someone else, but I feel like I'm acting normally.
that is a jumble of words. Its a jumble of words I wish I could use in a discussion with the people I am feeling weird around. Maybe not all at the same time because I would remain silent then, observing. The opposite of rash.
it's probable that my opening words will be "So, tell me about Iowa." and I have no idea the reaction.
I think the main thing that messes with me is that, I don't hide well how I feel about things to people who interact with me regularly. YET if someone doesn't interact with me regularly I guess I seem incredibly aloof or naive even? I also feel like other people are feeling things that they aren't telling me... I get sad or annoyed later because I wish people would just say what it was. I want to not feel weird around people and it bothers me when something weird is going on between me and someone else, but I feel like I'm acting normally.
that is a jumble of words. Its a jumble of words I wish I could use in a discussion with the people I am feeling weird around. Maybe not all at the same time because I would remain silent then, observing. The opposite of rash.
it's probable that my opening words will be "So, tell me about Iowa." and I have no idea the reaction.
