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Dec. 25th, 2012 04:14 pmThis was a fairly awesome christmas. I still have some of it to give away and sadly cards were really late getting out. Its an off year for me. I seem to have them every other. Crappy gifts or no idea what to get people, being chronic late on everything I try to do. Lots of new things happened this year and I guess I'm still adjusting. Many more will happen again next year I'm sure.
I feel a little sad, that I am not much closer to where I would like to be with pairing down my possessions. Its slow going because I seem to be missing lots of my free time. It's hard to know that I'm not where I want to be, yet not sure what that place is at the same time.
I guess that is me telling myself I want to narrow my focus again instead of just being present in life. It is infinitely easier to just show up and not do any of the work though.
I feel a little sad, that I am not much closer to where I would like to be with pairing down my possessions. Its slow going because I seem to be missing lots of my free time. It's hard to know that I'm not where I want to be, yet not sure what that place is at the same time.
I guess that is me telling myself I want to narrow my focus again instead of just being present in life. It is infinitely easier to just show up and not do any of the work though.