Stuff lately

I hate being irrationally emotional. This is probably an avoidance technique or something to keep me from being yelled at for crying when I was being lectured or something. I don't know, maybe it's normal in our society to not cry ever. I rarely actually want to cry. I just want the thing to not suck OR to be able to fix it. I don't care which, but wading around in crappy feels that have no choices to even make. It's just a wave of shitty feel.

( Things that are not helping )