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Aug. 15th, 2012 05:40 pmwelp he is married. thanks facebook, you finally came in handy. weird... But not, there are lots of reasons to randomly move to new cities, but often its done as a couple. Or so I have observed.
also according to it one of his hobbies is drinking. I'll take a guess at what, I might be wrong but oh well.
So he must just really think art is awesome and gushes over it. I'm disappointed but kind of relieved to be out of unknown limbo. It doesn't really explain why he avoids coming into the office...or seems to.
I do have to deal with the stupid voice in my head telling me 'no one could ever like you' and about how could I be that stupid to think someone did, blah de blah.
Will probably have a harder time when he is actually working on a day I'm there too.
I'm being practical but I'll probably be sad later. Or not and I'll just find some new mysterious pain in my shoulders from pretending nothing bothers me.
Feels weird to creepster on facebook. I don't like it, but otherwise I would have never known. I won't ask people who might know because then I would be suspect... I am always wary of people who come up and immediately ask about someone else, what are you up to?
My sister has suggested that he could always get divorced, but she is the one who is practiced boy crazy and would go be friends with him because she liked him so much. And probably the only person I can really talk to about all this and get the sort of girly response I kind of want.
edit:
Okay well talked with my sister about things and I feel better about everything in general. Its weird how easy it is to lose touch with what people are doing even though we live in the same house. She had no idea that I'm even applying for another job.
I ended up with a headache today that I'm going to attribute to sugar withdrawls. I had cherries, and I'm pretty sure the pancakes I made used maple syrup in them, but otherwise I didn't really have anything sweet. Then massive headache that wasn't getting better. I eat a cookie thing from our office box of free food samples (yes working at a grocery store is wonderful sometimes, yay vendors!) and felt nearly instantly better. So it was either sugar or I was hungry and didn't realize it. Hungry is unlikely because I'd mostly just gotten back from lunch.
going to buy all the snap peas I think I can eat before they go bad. They're awesome tasting right now. I need to grow them next year! PEAS!
either going to draw or play more minecraft. I am finally letting myself use iron tools after stockpiling tons of iron bars. Everything is going way way faster now.
also according to it one of his hobbies is drinking. I'll take a guess at what, I might be wrong but oh well.
So he must just really think art is awesome and gushes over it. I'm disappointed but kind of relieved to be out of unknown limbo. It doesn't really explain why he avoids coming into the office...or seems to.
I do have to deal with the stupid voice in my head telling me 'no one could ever like you' and about how could I be that stupid to think someone did, blah de blah.
Will probably have a harder time when he is actually working on a day I'm there too.
I'm being practical but I'll probably be sad later. Or not and I'll just find some new mysterious pain in my shoulders from pretending nothing bothers me.
Feels weird to creepster on facebook. I don't like it, but otherwise I would have never known. I won't ask people who might know because then I would be suspect... I am always wary of people who come up and immediately ask about someone else, what are you up to?
My sister has suggested that he could always get divorced, but she is the one who is practiced boy crazy and would go be friends with him because she liked him so much. And probably the only person I can really talk to about all this and get the sort of girly response I kind of want.
edit:
Okay well talked with my sister about things and I feel better about everything in general. Its weird how easy it is to lose touch with what people are doing even though we live in the same house. She had no idea that I'm even applying for another job.
I ended up with a headache today that I'm going to attribute to sugar withdrawls. I had cherries, and I'm pretty sure the pancakes I made used maple syrup in them, but otherwise I didn't really have anything sweet. Then massive headache that wasn't getting better. I eat a cookie thing from our office box of free food samples (yes working at a grocery store is wonderful sometimes, yay vendors!) and felt nearly instantly better. So it was either sugar or I was hungry and didn't realize it. Hungry is unlikely because I'd mostly just gotten back from lunch.
going to buy all the snap peas I think I can eat before they go bad. They're awesome tasting right now. I need to grow them next year! PEAS!
either going to draw or play more minecraft. I am finally letting myself use iron tools after stockpiling tons of iron bars. Everything is going way way faster now.
