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I keep forgetting to put letters in the mailbox. Will try again tomorrow morning.

I miss, slow rain. I miss rain that lasts for a while. all the rain we've been getting very quickly passes through.

I can't even complain about the heat either because its 70something in the house and I'm cold. I am either getting super sick or I don't know what. I hope its not sick, but I have no idea what else it could be. I haven't really been hot lately though. Everyone keeps complaining about it at work, but I'm fine.

Have to get back to eating better and stop being lazy. I just have a hard time looking at the fridge and seeing anything beyond all the tubs of things I can't eat. Plus my mom insists that I can't leave fruit on the counter because it attracts flies. So any fruit I bring home ends up in the bin with all the other rotting fruit. But its okay to leave bananas go completely brown in a bowl on the counter and attract and help produce crazy amounts of flies. totally fine.

I'm not even angry. I'm tired and I feel crappy.