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Oct. 13th, 2012 09:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
demakatI'm pretty sure that the guy I work with thinks he has some things figured out about me. Mostly what music I will and won't like. He wasn't there today and I had the Queens of the Stone Age going so loudly I couldn't hear when people were making pages over the phone. Right now I'm listening to someone play the piano version of Hotel California. I guess maybe it has to be the same as books. It has to hit me and make me want it. I can't even say I like things with bass, because that's not exactly it. And again the only coldplay I like is the one "sung" by a fiddle. Whoever the lead singer is for coldplay I am apparently not a fan.
Half cleaned off my desk. I now have more than a foot of space to reach my keyboard. I found two of those solar garden lights under everything else, so I stuck them in my plants. I like it really dark to sleep so they aren't going to be on, but it looks funny and I like it.
Been on like...hormone-coaster. Its not even really the emo-coaster because I'm not feeling like this awful person, which use to happen. I think I just really sort of want human contact, but I'm not normally a touchy person. Sometimes its as simple as being tired and wanting a person to nap on. People are usually warm and soft. Other times its way more complex and I sort of wish everything would go away again. This is like going through puberty again as an adult. Its still awkward and stupid.
I think I can reasonably go to bed now. I will probably go heat up my rice sock thing because my back hurts and sometimes that helps a lot. I was really cold too, but then I ate an apple. life is tough.
Half cleaned off my desk. I now have more than a foot of space to reach my keyboard. I found two of those solar garden lights under everything else, so I stuck them in my plants. I like it really dark to sleep so they aren't going to be on, but it looks funny and I like it.
Been on like...hormone-coaster. Its not even really the emo-coaster because I'm not feeling like this awful person, which use to happen. I think I just really sort of want human contact, but I'm not normally a touchy person. Sometimes its as simple as being tired and wanting a person to nap on. People are usually warm and soft. Other times its way more complex and I sort of wish everything would go away again. This is like going through puberty again as an adult. Its still awkward and stupid.
I think I can reasonably go to bed now. I will probably go heat up my rice sock thing because my back hurts and sometimes that helps a lot. I was really cold too, but then I ate an apple. life is tough.
