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demakatI've been showering when I get home from work, which is completely new for me. I'm doing it because I have no ac in my car and I get to sit in hour long traffic coming home from work and its been over 90 degrees for three days plus humidity. I am gross when I get home. My hair however is fairly awesome. Its gotten all wonderfully chunky curly and fluffy soft. BUT it smells like wet dog, joy! I sprayed it with stuff but I think I'm going to try and find an essential oil I like the scent of and see if I can't make a spray out of that. I have peppermint right now, but sometimes that can be overwhelming.
Been reading a lot of new comics lately and discovering that...I don't want to make comics. Its a little confusing, like the childhood is gone out of me or something. When seeing something you liked meant imitation or at least fan art. I suppose I never did much fan art either. Comics are kind of popping up all over and I love reading them. It feels like I should want to make them. I make art right? I should make comics cause that's all the rage, whoo? But looking back to how I drew as a kid, that's never what I did or wanted to do.
In other confusing news, I am losing my butt? My pants fit amazing when I first got them. Now they slide down weird, but just in the back. Everywhere else is fine and fits good. It kind of explains why sitting now hurts when it didn't use to. I can see more of my sister's shape in me now. It would just be nice if like...oh my calves got smaller. I want to wear winter boots at some point. Its hard to frolic in snow like I want when my shoes get all wet. (I have time cause its currently 85 degrees at 8:30pm).
I suppose its time to find out how much getting new tires for my bike will really cost me. I don't even know what size they are. I asked my dad and I really do need new tires. It was a walmart bike and while the frame is pretty okay, I have killed the pedals I got twice (eventually my dad bought me metal ones) and now the tires are kind of rotted out after a winter of sitting.
Been finding out that basically if I don't have veggies in my diet and lots of fiber, my body throws a giant hissy fit. High fiber bread doesn't count (didn't try that but I know they make such things). I would get enough if I would just eat vegetables. They don't seem simple and I forget to make them. I did fairly well while asparagus was in season but now I can't seem to remember that I like them. Ate some peas, which I like better frozen. Had cake for lunch, but I don't think that is going to happen again any time soon, and its not a vegetable. I felt really tired afterwards and like someone kicked my puppy, which I did not feel like before lunch. It was nice to pretend I could eat that cake for a little while, really I never should have. vegetable shortening usually = palm oil = emo freak out time.
Been reading a lot of new comics lately and discovering that...I don't want to make comics. Its a little confusing, like the childhood is gone out of me or something. When seeing something you liked meant imitation or at least fan art. I suppose I never did much fan art either. Comics are kind of popping up all over and I love reading them. It feels like I should want to make them. I make art right? I should make comics cause that's all the rage, whoo? But looking back to how I drew as a kid, that's never what I did or wanted to do.
In other confusing news, I am losing my butt? My pants fit amazing when I first got them. Now they slide down weird, but just in the back. Everywhere else is fine and fits good. It kind of explains why sitting now hurts when it didn't use to. I can see more of my sister's shape in me now. It would just be nice if like...oh my calves got smaller. I want to wear winter boots at some point. Its hard to frolic in snow like I want when my shoes get all wet. (I have time cause its currently 85 degrees at 8:30pm).
I suppose its time to find out how much getting new tires for my bike will really cost me. I don't even know what size they are. I asked my dad and I really do need new tires. It was a walmart bike and while the frame is pretty okay, I have killed the pedals I got twice (eventually my dad bought me metal ones) and now the tires are kind of rotted out after a winter of sitting.
Been finding out that basically if I don't have veggies in my diet and lots of fiber, my body throws a giant hissy fit. High fiber bread doesn't count (didn't try that but I know they make such things). I would get enough if I would just eat vegetables. They don't seem simple and I forget to make them. I did fairly well while asparagus was in season but now I can't seem to remember that I like them. Ate some peas, which I like better frozen. Had cake for lunch, but I don't think that is going to happen again any time soon, and its not a vegetable. I felt really tired afterwards and like someone kicked my puppy, which I did not feel like before lunch. It was nice to pretend I could eat that cake for a little while, really I never should have. vegetable shortening usually = palm oil = emo freak out time.
