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Dec. 2nd, 2013 08:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
demakatI'm having a serious sense of disconnect. Or reconnect? I am feeling bad that I was suppose to do crafts with friends, but instead I got my car to pass emissions and bought it 550$ worth of tires that had better come with magic fairy dust. I said thank you to a lot of people. Came home and ate hotdogs while telling the parade of people that came through the kitchen about my expensive tires. Eventually I settled down to hold my knitting, but not work on it, and eat marshmallows while I watched the documentary Reel Injun.
Then of course once I did start knitting I realized that my numbers are massively off. Like by 4 stitches and I have no idea where. Thankfully the pattern doesn't care too much and when I block it I'll probably be able to see where things got all funky.
I feel bad that I did all those things instead of hang out with people. I like my friends, but to many of them a day off is a day where you do things with other people. Melissa has said she doesn't like having two days off in a row. Now that I get it on a regular basis, I can't imagine not having two days off in a row. I need down time. I need time to do nothing, with no one. I'm never alone. I never need entertainment. ...Yet I still feel bad that this is the way I am.
Especially now that I've watched this documentary and there is no one to talk with about the cyclic nature of story telling within many native cultures. Or how I seem to understand most of the humor from the film and smiled all through it, but many of the bad comments didn't like either of those two things. The good comments about these things where ones where the people often stated that they were native americans, and thought the documentary was wonderful and hilarious.
so I put it here instead... and now to go to sleep.
Then of course once I did start knitting I realized that my numbers are massively off. Like by 4 stitches and I have no idea where. Thankfully the pattern doesn't care too much and when I block it I'll probably be able to see where things got all funky.
I feel bad that I did all those things instead of hang out with people. I like my friends, but to many of them a day off is a day where you do things with other people. Melissa has said she doesn't like having two days off in a row. Now that I get it on a regular basis, I can't imagine not having two days off in a row. I need down time. I need time to do nothing, with no one. I'm never alone. I never need entertainment. ...Yet I still feel bad that this is the way I am.
Especially now that I've watched this documentary and there is no one to talk with about the cyclic nature of story telling within many native cultures. Or how I seem to understand most of the humor from the film and smiled all through it, but many of the bad comments didn't like either of those two things. The good comments about these things where ones where the people often stated that they were native americans, and thought the documentary was wonderful and hilarious.
so I put it here instead... and now to go to sleep.
