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[demakat]

I don't know if I ate something to set off an allergy thingy or if my friend's son was a plague bringer for halloween. It's impossible to tell. Someone suggested I drink aloe for a natural internal anti-inflammatory, so I'm doing that and taking vitamin C. Whatever it is my throat no longer feels like it's burning through my neck.

I'm all super lonely feeling. Probably because I'm sick-ish and wish someone I trusted could think for me. And inktober ended, so that could be part of the lonely.

Kind of tired of not being able to use the kitchen when I get home. I can. But I have to answer questions about how my day went and/or listen to how their day went. I don't care right now cause I'm tired. No I don't want your migraine inducing chicken for dinner. Yes I am just going to eat peanut butter cups and cry myself to a post-nasily drip sleep complete with coughing. First I have to make my own peanut butter cups because I can't eat normal things like normal people. This is compounding the life fail I have been feeling. Can't even eat basic foods without being a crazy.

I couldn't even pass out all of my candy yesterday. I just forgot to interact with people like that.

I think that cactus cartoon is a lie. I will be alone forever.

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[willowistari]

Wah I can't help on the feeling alone part cause I'm kinda in a similar boat but I feel your pain on food. "Can't even eat basic foods without being crazy" is probably a good way to sum up what most people think about me. 8D

Ginger is a good anti inflammatory too, if you're going for natural stuff. I can't remember if you can have honey or not but if you can: hot ginger tea with honey is a good cold soother.

[demakat]

Yeah I should just be nice to myself and make tea. I just feel so bad when I can't just go eat things and then I feel extra bad when people try to be accommodating. Like no you pick something and I'll work around it because I'm broken! blah.

tea. need to make tea.

[willowistari]

Ugh yeah I know that feel. Mom tries her hardest but she just doesn't grasp how much stuff has wheat in it, so half the time I can't eat it anyway, and then I feel bad and picky. :( "Let's go out to eat somewhere that you can eat too!" And...wah Mom I know you mean well but that's pretty much no where I'm so sorry my body is a mess.