Still feel off...
May. 11th, 2013 07:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
demakatI need to remember to actually feed myself lunch. I just had two left over bacon slices from breakfast and a whole lot of water. Then 3 hours later I cried about stupid things on the way home.
Same shirt from today and a picture of me at a friend's going away party in 2009.
edit: deleted everything else, because this morning it seemed extra crazy. But I feel extra crazy about this and I wish I didn't. I am annoyed at having feelings I can't control. I'm use to being able to just stop my brain when I want to. Despite knowing the whole brain chemistry part it's like my feels don't even come from there so I can't have any control over them.
Same shirt from today and a picture of me at a friend's going away party in 2009.
edit: deleted everything else, because this morning it seemed extra crazy. But I feel extra crazy about this and I wish I didn't. I am annoyed at having feelings I can't control. I'm use to being able to just stop my brain when I want to. Despite knowing the whole brain chemistry part it's like my feels don't even come from there so I can't have any control over them.
