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May. 5th, 2013 08:21 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
demakatI seem to only update here at certain emotional times. But this time it's kind of passed so ...now I feel like I have nothing to say.
Got irrationally mad at people at work and then apologized for it after being asked to explain myself. Apparently I do not come off as shy or introverted at all. It was agreed I should have been an actor.
Mostly I figure I've been having issues because of how much time I've been spending with people. I like my friends but I know lately I've been pushing myself outside my comfort zone with how much time I'm spending with others. It kind of whipped back and hit me in the face and I'm super glad it's my weekend and I can spend time alone. I haven't been feeling tired lately, but instead sort of out of balance.
Despite yesterday's mope along with the ballroom music (saturday afternoons on the local Jazz station apparently) I am still actively looking into the logistics and financials of having a teardrop trailer. It seems like a small truck would be my cheapest option for towing, as the other ones are jeeps and other similar SUVs or some really expensive sport combo cars like subaru. Plus if I can get my hands on an AWD 4 cylinder I should still get fairly good gas mileage. I enjoy the powerful cars as a feat of awesome, but I am so good at lame driving those little engines it's getting ridiculous. I got 30mpg in my 11 year old caviler this last fill up and I drive half the time on city side streets so that is pretty awesome. What would be more awesome is if I were to eventually get another 91 buick skylark and pimp that shit out. Nothing like a hotrod grandpa lookin' car. No one would suspect a thing from the cream paint job and maroon interior. swanky
aaand then my computer flipped out a little, so I took it down to my dad and had him rid it of dust and pet fur. Then I spent time getting rid of things from under my desk, and uh...I guess nothing is under there anymore other than a trash can I also use as a foot rest and the computer. Hasn't messed up again though...yet.
edit: I thought of something when I was going to the store earlier. If I were to get a small suv thing (where the seats fold flat! FLAT people! not sort of flat. make it happen!) I can bring people with me sometimes and then have a tent stored somewhere. Because only two people usually fit in the trailer I'd like and reasonably I can fit four into something that isn't a truck. Unless I get a giant truck, extended cab is a joke. My bother has a small one with "extra room" and he can't even fit the box for his sub back there, so people aren't going to work either.
Got irrationally mad at people at work and then apologized for it after being asked to explain myself. Apparently I do not come off as shy or introverted at all. It was agreed I should have been an actor.
Mostly I figure I've been having issues because of how much time I've been spending with people. I like my friends but I know lately I've been pushing myself outside my comfort zone with how much time I'm spending with others. It kind of whipped back and hit me in the face and I'm super glad it's my weekend and I can spend time alone. I haven't been feeling tired lately, but instead sort of out of balance.
Despite yesterday's mope along with the ballroom music (saturday afternoons on the local Jazz station apparently) I am still actively looking into the logistics and financials of having a teardrop trailer. It seems like a small truck would be my cheapest option for towing, as the other ones are jeeps and other similar SUVs or some really expensive sport combo cars like subaru. Plus if I can get my hands on an AWD 4 cylinder I should still get fairly good gas mileage. I enjoy the powerful cars as a feat of awesome, but I am so good at lame driving those little engines it's getting ridiculous. I got 30mpg in my 11 year old caviler this last fill up and I drive half the time on city side streets so that is pretty awesome. What would be more awesome is if I were to eventually get another 91 buick skylark and pimp that shit out. Nothing like a hotrod grandpa lookin' car. No one would suspect a thing from the cream paint job and maroon interior. swanky
aaand then my computer flipped out a little, so I took it down to my dad and had him rid it of dust and pet fur. Then I spent time getting rid of things from under my desk, and uh...I guess nothing is under there anymore other than a trash can I also use as a foot rest and the computer. Hasn't messed up again though...yet.
edit: I thought of something when I was going to the store earlier. If I were to get a small suv thing (where the seats fold flat! FLAT people! not sort of flat. make it happen!) I can bring people with me sometimes and then have a tent stored somewhere. Because only two people usually fit in the trailer I'd like and reasonably I can fit four into something that isn't a truck. Unless I get a giant truck, extended cab is a joke. My bother has a small one with "extra room" and he can't even fit the box for his sub back there, so people aren't going to work either.
