some stuff and things
Feb. 8th, 2013 08:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
demakatIt's interesting what I draw when I just am feeling and doing. It's usually shapes of people and lots of words...lists and worries. I guess it also helps that I'm drawing things on the walls of the shower.
I found a ben harper song called "Don't give up on me now" But it's hard to be interested in someone when it feels like I'm getting no encouragement. Yet I know that I fail at being flirty or even inquisitive. I want to know things but I keep getting caught up in my own insecurities.
Socially it seems I've also changed my "family" alliances. When I was cashiering at my old store, my favorite department was grocery. But at this store I really enjoy all the people in specialty. Grocery is cool and all, but if I got to pick I would work in this specialty department. One of the ladies still scares me because she is happy and nice all of the time. It seems I like grumpy people. It's pretty rare that they are really as cranky as they seem.
Got a letter in the mail today saying I need to fill out this form about hurricane damage. The car is from new jersey, but nothing happened to it. I know because my friends gave it to me, and if something had happened to their car something would have happened to their apartment as well. But it's got this part all bold with things about it needing to be notarized and shit or the car will be labeled as FLOODED on the title. I found the form as a PDF online and I emailed my insurance person about it, but I don't see anywhere she actually needs to do anything with the form. No claims were ever filed because nothing hurricane related ever happened to it. In fact, almost all of the things that have happened to the car happened in illinois or iowa. I had forgotten about the brick through the window incident, and I guess an SUV decided that backing over the hood to parallel park was a good idea. One mirror is cracked, but I don't remember how that happened.
Makes the thing sound like a shit car, but it's pretty nice. I have a working tape deck. Working heat AND AC (which I will probably break, because that's what happens to all my car's AC) and the back seat does this nifty fold down thing so I can put really long stuff in the trunk. ...or ya know sleep back there.
and for all this blizzardness, I will be disappointed if all the people I know in the area don't go frolic in the snow. I didn't get much this year and it was all wet and useless when it did finally snow.
things I've discovered recently
I can french braid my own hair.
I can also tie it in a pony tail with a chunk of other hair and get it to stay just fine.
my hair is much longer than I remember.
I found a ben harper song called "Don't give up on me now" But it's hard to be interested in someone when it feels like I'm getting no encouragement. Yet I know that I fail at being flirty or even inquisitive. I want to know things but I keep getting caught up in my own insecurities.
Socially it seems I've also changed my "family" alliances. When I was cashiering at my old store, my favorite department was grocery. But at this store I really enjoy all the people in specialty. Grocery is cool and all, but if I got to pick I would work in this specialty department. One of the ladies still scares me because she is happy and nice all of the time. It seems I like grumpy people. It's pretty rare that they are really as cranky as they seem.
Got a letter in the mail today saying I need to fill out this form about hurricane damage. The car is from new jersey, but nothing happened to it. I know because my friends gave it to me, and if something had happened to their car something would have happened to their apartment as well. But it's got this part all bold with things about it needing to be notarized and shit or the car will be labeled as FLOODED on the title. I found the form as a PDF online and I emailed my insurance person about it, but I don't see anywhere she actually needs to do anything with the form. No claims were ever filed because nothing hurricane related ever happened to it. In fact, almost all of the things that have happened to the car happened in illinois or iowa. I had forgotten about the brick through the window incident, and I guess an SUV decided that backing over the hood to parallel park was a good idea. One mirror is cracked, but I don't remember how that happened.
Makes the thing sound like a shit car, but it's pretty nice. I have a working tape deck. Working heat AND AC (which I will probably break, because that's what happens to all my car's AC) and the back seat does this nifty fold down thing so I can put really long stuff in the trunk. ...or ya know sleep back there.
and for all this blizzardness, I will be disappointed if all the people I know in the area don't go frolic in the snow. I didn't get much this year and it was all wet and useless when it did finally snow.
things I've discovered recently
I can french braid my own hair.
I can also tie it in a pony tail with a chunk of other hair and get it to stay just fine.
my hair is much longer than I remember.
