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Feb. 10th, 2012 01:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
demakatwow, you can really tell what days it is that I work during the middle of the day.
It seems I prefer to start my day at 9 or 10 and go from there. I get the urge to clean late at night, and I usually draw things in the afternoon after I have read all of the internets and maybe played some games or read things.
when I work in the middle of the day I have enough time to feed myself, look at some of the internet ~work for 8+ hours~ eat food again, read email, sleep. (or play games with friends online because by this time I usually want to interact with people who aren't customers)
so nothing really gets done unless I feel like I am relaxed enough to do work. I figure this is because its hard for me to relax if I feel like I'm going to be late somewhere every five seconds. I can't forget time if I need to be somewhere. I've tried setting alarms but I just check how much time I have left before the alarm goes off instead.
really the solution to this is to get up early. I'm awake earlier...but I don't get out of bed.
and it doesn't help that everything I see lately is like a cartoon drawing waiting to happen. Its like my brain is playing an overactive game of 'give everything a face' and I am just at whims. I need to start carrying a small pen and notecards. I have a recipet paper that says
chia seed cartoons
but he ate my paste
I knew he would
eat my paste
but then the teacher
yelled @ him
& he cried
and I just added the other part "I felt bad but I didn't want him to eat my paste. I needed it!"
other than the chia seed thing, (which would be hilarious interactively animated, but I am lazy and don't want to figure all that out again) it was a story that a friend told me at work and I thought the way she said it was hilarious to me.
also I have a desire to use colored pencils....
and now no time to do it it. But I figured I should write stuff down too.
I really think that this would be the time to start doing things with garden plants, but I haven't done anything about that yet. Next friday I have an interview for the job that I want, and if I get it I would eventually be moving.
maybe my aggression is really just pent up creativity? I feel like thrashing things right now.
It seems I prefer to start my day at 9 or 10 and go from there. I get the urge to clean late at night, and I usually draw things in the afternoon after I have read all of the internets and maybe played some games or read things.
when I work in the middle of the day I have enough time to feed myself, look at some of the internet ~work for 8+ hours~ eat food again, read email, sleep. (or play games with friends online because by this time I usually want to interact with people who aren't customers)
so nothing really gets done unless I feel like I am relaxed enough to do work. I figure this is because its hard for me to relax if I feel like I'm going to be late somewhere every five seconds. I can't forget time if I need to be somewhere. I've tried setting alarms but I just check how much time I have left before the alarm goes off instead.
really the solution to this is to get up early. I'm awake earlier...but I don't get out of bed.
and it doesn't help that everything I see lately is like a cartoon drawing waiting to happen. Its like my brain is playing an overactive game of 'give everything a face' and I am just at whims. I need to start carrying a small pen and notecards. I have a recipet paper that says
chia seed cartoons
but he ate my paste
I knew he would
eat my paste
but then the teacher
yelled @ him
& he cried
and I just added the other part "I felt bad but I didn't want him to eat my paste. I needed it!"
other than the chia seed thing, (which would be hilarious interactively animated, but I am lazy and don't want to figure all that out again) it was a story that a friend told me at work and I thought the way she said it was hilarious to me.
also I have a desire to use colored pencils....
and now no time to do it it. But I figured I should write stuff down too.
I really think that this would be the time to start doing things with garden plants, but I haven't done anything about that yet. Next friday I have an interview for the job that I want, and if I get it I would eventually be moving.
maybe my aggression is really just pent up creativity? I feel like thrashing things right now.
