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[demakat]

(left 2012, right 2009)

so I know I lost weight, this photo illustrates it, its just disappointing to know that I don't look like I feel I do? if that makes any sense. I usually feel a certain way and it often has little to do with how I actually look. So photos of myself are fairly disappointing because, that's not me. even though I know it is.

I'm also upset that my car is being shitty again and there is not a good way to know whats wrong with it. It doesn't start sometimes, and it will die while I'm waiting at lights.

and WTF HIVE! am I allergic to PEANUTBUTTER TOOOOOO! FUCKING FUCK YOU FOOD AND ALL YOUR SHITTY SHIT. AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111111111111111

it also happens to be the time of the month where I get all aggressive.

Gonna go eat cake and find someone to put through a wall.