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So I found this blog? Humans of New York
And I keep seeing all the people and thinking this is where I need to be, a tiny voice telling me that I need to go be there so I can be who I am.
I think the voice is tiny not so much because its wrong, but because its half correct and something might happen.
I do need to be who I am, but I don't need to go to new york to do that. It might even be harder to be who I am there because there are so many people trying to find out for themselves.
I saw somewhere online today a picture of a diamond mine in russia. I wish I had people to share it with at work at the time, this giant crater in the ground surrounded by regular things, a city. I guess eventually I'll know who to share what with.
Everything seems to take me a long time.
I rescued my poem from the recycling at work, because I had forgot it. Thankfully the guy I work with is fairly logical about paper left random places. Not sure if he really read or looked at it though, its about him. Embarrassing, but going to finish it anyhow....not going to show it to him though.
And I keep seeing all the people and thinking this is where I need to be, a tiny voice telling me that I need to go be there so I can be who I am.
I think the voice is tiny not so much because its wrong, but because its half correct and something might happen.
I do need to be who I am, but I don't need to go to new york to do that. It might even be harder to be who I am there because there are so many people trying to find out for themselves.
I saw somewhere online today a picture of a diamond mine in russia. I wish I had people to share it with at work at the time, this giant crater in the ground surrounded by regular things, a city. I guess eventually I'll know who to share what with.
Everything seems to take me a long time.
I rescued my poem from the recycling at work, because I had forgot it. Thankfully the guy I work with is fairly logical about paper left random places. Not sure if he really read or looked at it though, its about him. Embarrassing, but going to finish it anyhow....not going to show it to him though.
