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I slept longer than I wanted to, but I also went to bed at 2am

Ended up sending a text to my brother saying I was sorry I flipped out. Because really if I hadn't been standing outside the door waiting to start a confrontation its likely none of this would have happened and I would have just had my water set in the hall and maybe a stupid remark directed at my door.

I also realized fairly recently this morning, that I probably haven't been taking my Vitamin D. It doesn't make me happy, I have to do that but I was talking about it with a customer one time and we agreed that it works because it makes you feel human. It helps me set aside the irrational feelings of sadness and puts me back much closer to my center. I can be sad or happy or have a normal range of feelings, instead of just flipping out every five seconds to turning into a weepy ball of useless because no one loves me (un-true).

Back to making a hat. apparently my dad is using fathers day to put in a new back door?